Excuse this moment

Just gimme a second here. Let me sound like a little pre-teen kid crushing on someone. Feelings and emotions are seriously stupid. Stupid stupid stupid!!! None of us are mature enough to deal with them.  Always considered myself a very personable and sincere person, but I really have tried not to let myself get attached to anyone. That’s why I think Im really rather an idiot when it comes to getting to know anyone that I “like”.

(leaves room to get a drink o water)

Last I checked the time on wordpress was incorrect. It’s 11:38pm as Im putting text to these thoughts. Anyway, back to feelings(shrug shoulders at how lame that sounds) They’re noooooo good. Good feelings are, as I think right at this moment, not worth having if the complete opposite which apparently is necessary to have for the other to be what it is. I wish all my friends were single and happy about giving ME all their attention! lol Yes, I am that needy.

It’s offical

Im getting an iPhone. Don’t talk me out of it. It’s not a waste. YOU’RE A WASTE! I want it, I want it, I want it!!!!

Mmmmmmm give it to me daddy!

Untitled

Im leaving this entry Untitled because as of the beginning of this post I really don’t have a main idea. I planned on sleeping in today, but thanks to Summers text message I was up by 8am. No particular reason for wanting to sleep in, just thought it might be a healthy thing to do seeing that I am finding myself falling asleep fairly late and waking up at an unconsiously early time. It’s that damn inner alarm clock that I swear goes off EVERYDAY at 6:30ish. Need to get that thing fixed.

 I woke up yesterday rather lost. I had switched my schedule with a co-worker of mine and totally forgot which day it was. It happens often. What with a different work schedule every week and keeping my school days straight I seriously need to sometimes lay in bed and acess the days events in my head. I rolled out of bed rather defeated because I had just got myself all excited realizing work wasn’t anything I had to worry about, but then slumpped to a substantial low remembering that school started in an hour. ( A record of my day at school here) Okay, so after I left school I drove my well used and driven Nissan Altima to best friend Eric’s house. Of course he was still asleep so I banged on his window like an obsessed fan or something. BLAH BLAH BLAH we played tennis and it was good. lol I told you this post has no main idea. Im kinda just recaping the events of the past 24 hours. So I got ditched and found myself with nothing to do for the rest of the afternoon. Angerly I text numerous people and found Summers response to be the most entertaining.

B: Ew got ditched again

S: You guys were gonna hang out?

B: Yeah. I seriously mean it when I say that I wish all my friends were single!

S: Woah, let me just warn u then that I need to get married if I stay at this job. So our friendship is n countdown mode. lol

B: Im mad now cause I have nothing to do! Im this close to blogging about it!

S: Sometimes you make me laugh…cause I love ya! don’t blog when you’re mad. It’s like drunk dialing

B: Just posted a bulletin lol

S: LOL just read it! You’re kinda very funny. Just don’t go get drunk over it!!! haha

B: So close. Headed to school instead…me thinkgs they look down on being drunk while on campus.

After a rousing time all by my lonesome in the suprisingly dead computer lab. I meet up with friend Gary for dinner.  Tell me something…is it so wrong to owe someone dinner and use a gift card to pay for it? I wasn’t sure if that was against the rules. After complaining about having to watching even 5 minutes of that small and somewhat unknown show…er American Idol to Summer, I couldn’t quite get Gary to save me from the embrassment. That’s right…I for some reason get embarassed for these poor souls. I blame the parents. If your child isn’t good at something, let’s say…singing, DON’T lie to them and tell them they’re good. Look what happens! Sad sad sad.

 Always remember; “Blogging mad is like drunk dialing. Friends don’t let friends blog mad!”

A compilation

The below is a compilation of pictures I put together(in a quick half hour) It’s a quick review of 2006. Just thought it’d might be fun to put something together. However, I didn’t quite realize that I put myself in nearly all the pictures…oops =) The second video is a clip of some buddies and I playing poker while having a few drinks. Mind you Im horrible at poker, but apparently I play much better after having a few. Funny thing is, I never know what hand Im putting out. Usually Eric or Jason have to tell me I’ve just won! Cause Im awesome like that!!

..an in depth look into the mysteries

Mini Vacation

 

I’ve been goin on and on about how lazy I’ve been over the past month or so. The holidays took a lot outta me. The new job(which I’ve written about in a previous entry) is goin well. But I started during  a horrible time of year. Mix that with the end of the fall semester and the mad rush of people holiday shopping…I had little time for myself.  So, I jumped in my car and drove down to my favorite city, Huntington Beach. I’ve always been fond of HB. I think it started back in high school. My cross country team would race there and always did well.

 I took off around 9am tuesday morning. It already began much differently than another vacation I’ve taken(by the way, this was the first vacation I’ve taken without Eric or some member of my family) Packing hadn’t seemed like much of a priority up until the night before.  But of course, instead of packing I met friend Gary for a drink and grub.  So I spent much of the early morning packing. Come 9am I was out of the door!

 My biggest worry heading into the OC was traffic. There’s nothing more unpredictable that California traffic. Especially the closer you get to LA. But I lucked out. Traffic…zero! It wasn’t a particularly sunny day in Huntington. But it was fairly hot and humid. I can’t stand humidity(also see previous post  “It’s still humid”) don’t like…HATE IT!!! But the day was ending so I didn’t really worry too much about it.  So, I checked in my hotel, napped for a couple hours, talked to Summer, went back to sleep, then headed out. 

 Wednesday I took some REAL time off. I sat around and read. I also played tennis, met some old friends and ate. Just before sunset I drove down to the beach. Personally, I think the best time to head to the beach is right before sunset.  Maybe it’s just me, but there’s something very thearpeutic  about the beach air during that time. They sky is covered with a bevy of hot colors and the crashing of the waves can rock you to sleep if you’re not careful. LOL if you can’t tell I love the beach.

I drove back thursday cause I had to work….blah!

My apologies if this entry was fairly boring. Im not in a real funny mood right now.

How easily we all get addicted

 

Plain and simple. We can get addicted to the most random and stupid things…and sometimes even dangerous.

 Random- Blogs: I’ve been blogging all over myself. What is it about reading another persons life that interests me so much!? I’ll attribute it to how well these random people write. U mofos is really funny! Looks like the education system in America hasn’t totally gone to shit.  Hell this entry in itself is pretty darn random!!

 Stupid - Myspace: Lets face it. Myspace is totally stupid. But Im it’s biggest fan. I am all about this site. EVERYTHING about. It’s taking everything I have in me right now not to go and check myspace! But I figure it’ll be easier to finish this entry while Im still in thought!

 Dangerous - Tacobell: I really don’t even know what the crap is goin with this epidemic. (What’s goin with tacobell?!?!?!? Yells at sister!) Oh it’s E. Coli. I can hardly resist myself. I think I’ve gone 3 times within the last 4 days! Actually just had it for lunch.

 Addictions are hard to break! Just ask all the smokers here in Las Vegas that are still smoking in Bars!!(Umm I don’t actually think that the smoking ban has been in affect yet. BUT STILL!)  Anyway, I’ve digressed. Addictions are cool, they keep us busy. =-)

It’s on!

Happy new year! It’s on baby. Haven’t really decided if Im more excited about the new year or having the holiday season behind us! How sad is it that I just said that?! Geez, it couldn’t of been more than 4 years ago I was rolling around my bed christmas eve WAITING for christmas morning to come. And those 24 days before seemed longer than the entire year! It’s kinda sick how sad it is…growing up. 

 My christmas and new years were pretty uneventful. Just how I like em!  Christmas with family and new years with friends.

 Anyway, with the new year everyone is of course throwing out resolutions. I’ve never really given myself an attainable new years resolution. Maybe cause it made it easy for me to say the hell with it! Nah, not this year.  I think I’ve really matured over the past year…just ask my friends. I don’t think I even made  a birthday list last year!! Growth! I’d like to continue with that. Make a lot of new friends, do well in school, take more pictures and read a substanial amount of books. Now, check back with me in a year and see how i’ve done.